♥
It's been days since I've stayed over at Gary's place.
and I've realized..
it wasn't like what I thought it would be.
I actually like staying away from him.
It seems weird.
but.. i hardly missed him.
I hope it's because of me being too busy to think about anything else but moving.
I thought that I could not live without him.
but now,
I've finally become independent from him.
I still could survive without him.
Actually..
I'm really relieved that I am not dependent on him anymore.
cause.. now.. there's nothing to be afraid of.
I used to be living in fear.
fearing that he might leave me one day.
for another better girl.
and I would be left with nothing.
but now..
this fear is gone.
I could live without him in my life.
4:14 AM